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Second single in the Sneak Peek Sundays series
Written by: G. Welbourn
Produced by: Fly Life
Recorded by: G. Welbourn at 55 Studios
Mixed & Mastered by: Chris Fawcett at Mercury Recordings
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lyrics
Verse 1:
Does he really love you? Does he give a shit?
Those questions pass your mind more frequent than you wish they did
And since you did, ask me how I’m living, shit
I’ll spark up convo like a motherfuckin cigarette
And ask you how you doing
No, really how you doing lately
and if you say "fine" well you lyin', or you choose to hate me
cuz inside you cryin', yeah night terrors ruin day dreams
but from time to time you embarassed of what they may think
Cuz your eyes wander off, yet you in constant watch
Yeah, you writing in your blogs that you feel lost forgot
Got one eye on your cell phone, hoping that he texts you
One eye out the front door, leaving with that next dude
it ain’t like you to be less faithful
but if you ain’t want him, why didn’t you say so?
Your hearts talking but only hear your brain speak
Eyes closed at night but still you can’t sleep, thinking
Chorus:
I don't even know if this is real
And how the fuck is love supposed to feel, feel, feel
I'm drowning in your trust, I won't heal
We driving to a dead end, someone take the wheel
Verse 2:
Do you really love him?
Do you even care?
Pushed away so much, wonder how he keeps you there
The feelings rare, that you really ever need him there
But won’t let it go, afraid of the feeling of freedom, yeah
Cuz lonely just ain’t comfortable
You’re thinking give it a month or two
But when you feeling down
tell me who in the hell you running to?
Your boy thats on the side
like fruit salad or some onion soup
You probably gonna hide
Your calloused hands cuz you just rummage through
Your address book to find
any guy who believes your wonderful
Want a family like the Huxtables
You’ll grab anybody who wants you to
Get it?
No, you dont want your main dish,
Hesitate, can’t lane switch,
Hope for better days but you stay with
The one that piss you off
The one that bothers you
Chains and shackles, afraid to be alone
you vomit puke
And you just want someone
no, you don’t want the truth
And you just want someone
No, no you don't want the truth
credits
released February 10, 2013
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